Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 11:56 PM

my hair is a mess
& worst of all i go out everyday lyk that
i just realize
IM NINE-TEEN
but i dont do makeup
i dont dress well
i wear plainly shirt & shorts
i really need to get a life !
i miss studying
making new friends
going to school
hanging out with friends whenever i want to
i do not want to be
tied down with responsibilities
no i don't )))));
BUT
do i have a choice ???
although i have so much weigh-ing on me
whenever i see issac
he melts away all my troubles
well, i guess
i have to be thankful
thankful that we are holding on strong
as a new young family
although i do not have what
a lot of other young mothers have
but i am content-d (:
simple yet blissful in ways
*i can make it*
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bayb is out with his friends now
this few days he is working for his dad
as for me
i aint got work til the 25th this month
so ima full time mother,
taking care of issac 24/7
my brother did this to him

i cant stand the way issac sleeps
he is lyk all over the bed
turning, rolling, squeezing himself
in-between pillows, etc
cute @ times
but totally irritating
when he takes up 3/4 of the bed
leaving me&melvin to squeeze on a small portion
he can crawl down/up the bed
he can move up onto your tummy and lie there
he can push and move bolsters out of the way
& he does all this while sleeping
did i mention that issac have two lower teeths now
his bites are really painful too
i love my son !!
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i am on MSN right now
after a million years
chat with me
i am really random i know
i just want to kill time
goodnights
♥ signing off, jazlyntoh